Results : Negative

Seems like Love & Hope did not manage to grow well and implant.. I kinda expected the results because I had already started a light flow of red blood last night..

L cuddled me to sleep at night and kept telling me its OK.. We can try again.. In time, it will be our turn..

I will not give up, but I just don't understand why it is so difficult for us to have a baby of our own..

Next step: Considering changing doctors and hospital to NUH under Prof P C Wong.. I have no major complains abt KKH and Dr Sadhana is a great doctor but KKH's policy is a 2 day transfer whereas NUH is more flexible on that depending on the embryos growth.. Plus consolation will be with Prof Wong personally so I think it would put me more at ease.. Will have a discussion with L and decide..

To Love & Hope:

I know u guys must have fought very hard.. Maybe you were not strong enough, maybe I wasn't strong enough.. But I know we've done the best we could.. I will always remember u both and keep ur picture with me.. People say, embryos are not babies until they've implanted.. To me, both of u are my babies no matter what.. Thanks for letting me be pregnant for 4 weeks and being able to bully ur daddy this period..