Heard great news today!

The government is increasing the cofunding for couples going through IVF.. From 3k, it's increasing to 6.3k! Coupled with medisave, this means we do not need to fork out cash!

In addition, if we had to do a frozen cycle (I hope we don't), there is also a 1.2k grant for us..

At least the financial part is out of the way for us.. =)

Back on my feet and ready to discuss our next steps with Dr Sadhana next week..

No matter how prepared I thought I was, I wasn't at all...

I knew from the beginning the chances was only 10-15%...

But I was secretly hoping we could be part of that 10-15%...

Unfortunately, it didn't work out and menses reported...

I'm heartbrokened.. Baby m didn't make it..

I want to tell myself to be strong and there are more chances.. One day, I will be like other mums, holding my precious in my arms..

But now, I just need to grief..

We'll talk about being strong another day..

This really sucks.....

No sign of AF (which is good..)

Hopefully we don't see her at all!

Blood test has been rescheduled to 18th Jan, this Friday...

*crossing fingers, toes and even eyes really hard*

Had this really weird blob of yellow cm when I wiped just now.. Never had that before..

As AF nears, getting worried.. Hope I don't see red at all in the next 9 months!

Brrrr... Feeling really cold today even though its bright and sunny outside.. Even my colleagues say they don't feel cold...

I hope I'm not coming down with flu!

Extremely tired..
Cannot keep my eyes open in the office..
Maybe cos I havent been having enough sleep?

Suddenly had flu this morning with nose leaking like hell but disappeared after I got back from getting lunch..

Now having weird itch on my cheeks..
First started on the right, then to the chin and now left cheek..

I'm not even sure if these are considered symptoms but tot I'll record them just in case..

10 more days to go before blood test..

Hands are itchy to do HPT on 14dpIUI (if menses is not here yet) =p

Having cramps like my menses is coming..
Throbbing pains in the left side..

A little too early for cramps I think.. Usually menses come 14/15 days after I ovulate..

Maybe its good news?

Shall not think too much..

11 more days to bloodtest!

I told myself not to overthink any symptoms or non-symptom... But just record them down for reference in future..

So yesterday right after I posted I felt nothing at all, in the late afternoon I had a surge of pain in the left side, feels ard the ovaries area.. For a very very short while.. It was gone in a few seconds..

Today, right now, I'm feeling bloated and a little crampy...

Let's see what is in store for me the next few days... =)

Baby M please jiayou!!

So it's been 4 days since the IUI procedure and I feel absolutely nothing out of the ordinary..

I hope the baby m has been fertilized and now travelling to implant in my womb...

Ahh... 15 more days to go till blood test.. I'm sure I'm just going to get more fidgety as days pass...